Can you imagine a girl who stay alone herself and can't do anything to help herself? When you always say that I need to study and read as many books as I can because it is helpful for me to accieve my wispy dream, did you ever think for my feeling? All the classmates around me have find their future road, some have found a satisfactory jobs, some have been admitted to a school, some have find their Mr./Mis.right, and how about me? Do you ever think for me? If you were me, can you experience the feeling of lonely,helpless,failure, worried and some bad mood like that?

However, you have never think about my feeling when you always tell me what I should do. Frequently, I was scolded by my family because they thought I was billy, I don't go for seeking job and I always do nothing!!! When I asked you to help me find some intern, you said that it is unnessisally to do this thing like the others, because my future is different from them. I often like to ask that why my life can be different from them? What worth it? Maybe it will be my disprited. When all the people scold me, why don't you think for me? And you, why can't you think of my feeling when I always do nothing in the droom and I can't do anything to help my future!? Maybe you don't care anything about my feeling and you think the most important thing is you work and you career.

You just don't understand a lonely and helpless girl who can't do anything for her future and be ordered by the others! What is your feeling if you are nothing now and you don't know how you can do to help yourself and you can just sleep, searching the internet,and surround by the bad mood? At the same time, all the people around you has made some achievement and all the people look down on you!!! Can you imagine it? No!!!You can! You just think that it is disturbed for you to find a intern or full-job for me! You just think how you can improve yourself by doing intern and study at the graduate level! How selfish you are! Damn it!